Apparently I was being too tired...
I was thought free from my own binding will be the best,
however, it doesn't seem like that.
I've been so sick of the current,
I just want to be nobody.
Trying hard not to analyze and predict that frequent,
it's too scary for me to revive the truths.
Yes, that is scary one...
intention? real identity?
I don't tell don't mean that I don't know them,
I don't speak don't mean that I'm stupid.

I was just forgotten the facts that are always exist.
And now I remembered them and getting hurt by them.
It's pointless for me to rage it off,
I just want to lock them into the bottom of my heart.
I don't want to be such fragile anymore,
I must minimizing my emotion and feel to the lowest level as I could.

I hope to be a parasite-crab,
which only focus on the objective and aim - advantages;
no liking or feeling nor love required.
I want to sell away my soul,
where inside is nothing more but just goals and achievements.
Yes, I train myself to be feel-less and fearless.
It's too fragile and meaningless to be a kind person,
when you know that the things you gained are hurts and pain...