Every time when I flipped the photo album in my facebook, and every time when I saw the cabal online guild war and His comments. I felt down, because it reminds me that you and my little sis, nik had been left us for years. I miss you guys a lot, how are you guys doing up there? Are you watching the silly things I've done all the time?
Recently, my thought was so blur and I can't even decide what is the next step i should do. I know the reason, it's because I was the one that ignoring the issue all the time. The issue was there since our relationship started. The issue is my own problem anyway. Why I can't set up my mind to love you until the end? I don't want to blame that but why my heart always split when I tried to love only one person in a time? Why my idol type of guy has to appear now and not earlier? and why you play "bladder" in real life?! I can't stop my mind for keep on thinking of you.
My dear friends up there, can you tell me what am i supposed to do? Do i have to remain what I have now and quit thinking anyone else beside the one I chose? or do I have to surrender and back to the single life again? Hopefully i can get the best answer and solutions for this. Even though I know, my love is worthless.
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