I knew you are depress and sad for the moment. I hate myself as I don't know how to comfort and cheer a sad person. Today, I found out how important you are in my heart. I wish that when you're happy, I'm the first person that you will share the happiness with. I wish I can be the one that make u calm and recover when you're sad or depress. But the truth is, I'm nothing to you. Even if one day, I'm something to you. We will still remain as what we are, because we are not fated to be together.
Before My old disease - forgetful starts, before I withdraw everything of mine from you, I would like to enjoy the process as I always believe the most beautiful moment in love is to be supportive to your loved one while hiding your feeling.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
I Miss you guys
Every time when I flipped the photo album in my facebook, and every time when I saw the cabal online guild war and His comments. I felt down, because it reminds me that you and my little sis, nik had been left us for years. I miss you guys a lot, how are you guys doing up there? Are you watching the silly things I've done all the time?
Recently, my thought was so blur and I can't even decide what is the next step i should do. I know the reason, it's because I was the one that ignoring the issue all the time. The issue was there since our relationship started. The issue is my own problem anyway. Why I can't set up my mind to love you until the end? I don't want to blame that but why my heart always split when I tried to love only one person in a time? Why my idol type of guy has to appear now and not earlier? and why you play "bladder" in real life?! I can't stop my mind for keep on thinking of you.
My dear friends up there, can you tell me what am i supposed to do? Do i have to remain what I have now and quit thinking anyone else beside the one I chose? or do I have to surrender and back to the single life again? Hopefully i can get the best answer and solutions for this. Even though I know, my love is worthless.
Recently, my thought was so blur and I can't even decide what is the next step i should do. I know the reason, it's because I was the one that ignoring the issue all the time. The issue was there since our relationship started. The issue is my own problem anyway. Why I can't set up my mind to love you until the end? I don't want to blame that but why my heart always split when I tried to love only one person in a time? Why my idol type of guy has to appear now and not earlier? and why you play "bladder" in real life?! I can't stop my mind for keep on thinking of you.
My dear friends up there, can you tell me what am i supposed to do? Do i have to remain what I have now and quit thinking anyone else beside the one I chose? or do I have to surrender and back to the single life again? Hopefully i can get the best answer and solutions for this. Even though I know, my love is worthless.
Friday, February 1, 2013
Resurrect the dead blog
About 2 years I abandoned this blog. Time to get resume it *cleaning the spiderweb and mushroom*
Good Year And Good Day—˜–—˜–—˜–~ღ
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Good Year And Good Day—˜–—˜–—˜–~ღ
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