Clues

Apparently two out of three predictions come true.
The last one left...
Seriously this few months,
my brain works double up more than normal.
I just couldn't control my own self emotion and so do my thinking...
The main mistake I ever miscalculate in,
my fault for putting all to this.

Everything is just mess up like hell.
Suddenly, I wish that the time can flow faster,
as fast as possible...
So I could repair and reverse the things I did wrongly.
Hopefully I really able to catch up the chance this time,
I don't want to miss it again like the one loss at a couple of months ago.

People just don't change,
they will just modify or adjust themselves.
However, underneath you are still who you are.
What we're improving in is to cover the claws or the wounds.
Change for the sake of your own advantage is a bliss,
however if it is for the sake of other, that is curse.
You're cursing yourself and other as well.

Practically this whole thing is used to remind myself,
pain and hurts are welcoming to my world,
I just want to see how far I can go...
And I would like to test my own self this time.
I swear I have to do better this time,
just for my own sake.