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Emotion that I had,are missing in action now...
The things that I cared before, no longer around.

Last time,
I hate the rain,
it's cold and irritate me;
I like it today,
I wanted to run and have fun in the rain.
though I failed to do so,
I lost my chance to wake myself in the rain...

How many times do I have to awake my brain?
Heart doesn't work for me,
it's spoiling me if I listen to it...
Brain made me suffer,
but at least it's letting me viewing the truth,
which the heart never tell before...

I'm afraid of the coming future,
full of uncertainties and question marks.
Once again,
I made a same mistake...
Can't help it but just let it be what it wants to be...
If I found any solutions,
I'll do it even I have to sacrifice something...