Rage it off!

I keep believe in one theory,
God is always balance and fair,
that everything is equal..
If you had lose something,
you will gain back something which is equivalent with the lose one...
Although it may be in different ways and feedback...
I really believe it is!

However,
if this is the thing that I have to sacrifice in order to pay back the gain...
I'm not satisfied nor agree with it!!!!
It's extremely unfair if it goes like this!!!
YOU gave me an opportunity to choose,
either to be an angel or devil,
I was willing to hurt myself in order to protect another from being hurt.
I thought it is worth for me to do an exchange,
I know it is!
But why YOU give me a lifebelt before I drowned,
I know I won't die because of the existence of the lifebelt;
and then you pull it away before I was able to reach it for survival ???

If cold-heart is the way to be, then I will follow the way it should be...
Or just Ignorance is bliss???
How could I ignore it??
Instead of Just Dance, I prefer Just Damn!=3