Do I have to change myself?
Am I an idiot who don't even know what I want?
How far can I go?
I'm too fragile... at least I know I am.
I'm too easy to be influence too..
Things are easily affected me...

Years ago,
I said that 2 type of person can be defined..
1 - Love is everything to him/her
2- Love is nothing to him/her...
I know my answer isn't the same as last time..
At least I know,
I changed too...

I'm on my way to learn..
Learn for improvement,
learn for emotional control,
learn to think and understand about others feeling...
learn to think from different angle...
Although they all aren't meet my satisfaction yet,
I trying my best...
I don't mind hurting when I'm on my way learning them...
Hurt sometime help to shape a tougher personality....