Just Regret, nothing much

In class,

I never expected that I will met someone,

someone that I can see your shadow within...

Though he might not realizing my existence,

his existence is dragging your image back to my mind...

I tried to avoid and ran away,

I never thought that I was running a big circle,

I step back the same spot that I began my running..

After years,

I thought I was able to forget everything,

Yet no! I just too useless to do so...

If that day, I didn't choose to leave,

today situation will be a lot difference, right?

No matter how hard I tried,

no matter how long it passed...

I really can't forget the mistake I made,

leaving was the most stupid choice I ever made in my entire life,

I thought you were the worst person I ever met,

Yet now I realized that you are the best one I ever met...

I admitted that my feeling is there,

yet I won't ask you to stay..

You're no longer there for me..

I knew that you had forgiven me,

but seeing the smile you having now,

I just hope that you will be fine... with her, happily..

It was my fault,

I'll carry the responsible for the decision I made...

Don't worry about me,

I'll be just fine...=)

That day,

the words were so warm and caring,

even I was sick like a pig,

I'm still grateful that you're there... 

Thanks god for the co-incidence,

the memories...

Thank you, my friend................