What Should I do?

How much do "trust" cost?

it's too costly to me...

The costs are disappointment and hurt

Why? Just why?

I never ask friends that how well do they trust me,

I never being ask by friends that how well I place the trust on them...

Reasons?

I wouldn't ask because I don't know when I will hurt their feeling

I don't know whether my temper will influence their perception...

I'm too scared placing trust to them too...

Whenever I start placing my trust on someone,

their attitude and behavior turned me down...

Is it I'm too picky?

Is it my expectations are putting too high?

it's hurt... really pain to experience the disappointment...

I tend not to placing trust on newcomers of my life's journey,

I'll be wearing mask to cover up myself..

I hate being hurt by them...

I'm too tired to figure who are the right person to put trust on

I'll do a shortcut... ignore it...

Avoid being warm-hearted,

I don't want to trust people anymore='(....