Just for Jerks

Having peaceful life now,

since the things I cared no longer there.

The feeling faded and the tears dried,

just like the sand blowed by the wind..

The changes now are just nice,

they're something I waiting for...

Or rather,

The changes that happened on me,myself!

For the past,

I care a lot for the messages...

I care much about him in reality...

but in the same time,

I care another him in virtual world...

Thank god for giving chance for me,

let him appeared in my life...

I learned don't simply trust anyone,

I learned to control my temper in a certain condition,

I learned to forget and forgive...

I'm not a mighty human,

I learned to forget because you're sucks,

I learned to forgive because you're nothing to me;

just like the passenger that gonna leave the coach...

Even your great confession,

it seem disgusted to me...

Save the sweet words,

don't be afraid that I will ignore you now

because you're in the chess board ;)

Although I can't remember what had you done to me,

I still remember the feeling of hurt and pain...