The one

Looking at the past...

The things happened one year ago,

to me, seem like just happened yesterday...

Walking without destination with you,

Nagging from you,

is like the wind blowing beside me...

I feel it yet I couldn't touch it...

I miss the day with you

The seat always remind of your existence...

not only the seat actually...

The one writing this proved your existence...

Because of you...

Dragged me out from the virtual world

Brought me back to reality

Changed my perceptions

and even shaped my new personality

I do miss the day we had,

yet I did hate the hurt I had...

One year ago,

You were the one,

One year later,

you're half one and a past..

However, thank you=)

New~

New semester is going to begin, OMG >.<''... Kiss goodbye to my holiday, say goodbye to my food and went back to Kampar. Although it isn't my 1st sem-break, I have a lot of feeling to express this time...

I feel I can't get used to the life at Kampar temporarily. I have to "edit" the way I talk and the way I think. It's a lot difference between the lifestyle at Penang and here... The two common things is food and wearing... And I have to wear "mask" everyday =(, whereas at Penang I don't have to... =(. Additional, sometimes the truth I get to know will effect the shape of my mask... Wearing mask isn't my favorite but I got no choice left in order to maintain my emotion and stabilize the situation... 

Hopefully I'll meet new friends and nice group members for the coming semester, I hate to solo the assignment and doing extra work for them... 

Random

Sweet things are easy to find,

you could find them anywhere at the town...

Yet are they sweet enough?

to cure the broken heart of you?

Sweet words are easy to say,

but do you need it just to avoid the reality?

are they just excuses or real?

Sweet people are difficult to get,

yet have you appreciate them while they were there?

were they just rubbish to you 

and when you lose them

only you cried loudly?

Everyone aim to be perfect,

but we all know that perfect is just a dream...

Even if one day,

things could be perfect,

but that will be disaster for scientists...

Because their existence is not longer needed...

You said that you got no friends,

but did you share with them while they were around?

Good friends don't have to be there every time,

because they live inside you heart.

When you need helps,

they will help you without hesitate...

Human hate to live with sadness,

always give up when they were tired of crying.

Love's hurt,

crying is the cost

laughing is a dot..

Yet when we lose it,

We're still hoping for it...

How many people willing to love without condition??

How many people willing to talk without intention???

Would you give without reason?

Would you care someone without expectation??

Think about it...

Confession

Confession,

some are based on the feeling of love,

few are because of wanted to some fun,

maybe lonely is the lead..

partly, having companion is the goal...

Do thou understand the word "love"?

Love isn't only consist of the feeling,

the feeling part is just an appetizer for it,

Responsibility is the main course,

Desserts would be the unfavorable part...

Will confession end up with confusion?

Confuse between love and like?

Nobody knows...

Think twice before confess

Think deeply before saying good-bye...

Genting Trip 2010

Thanks my friends for inviting me to join them to Genting Highland which was planned on 03 to 06 Jan 2010. It was a great trip for me..

I get to know few new friends. Hmm, if come to comment on them, for the guys, it's really my first time meeting someone as gentle as two of them... although one of them shy, but still they really "gentlemen" and kind, I think the girls that become their gf will be very happy for that...

For girls, they are really friendly.. Cause I thought I might be quite boring there since I only know one of the right person. I feel warm too =)

However, things ruined going back when reach Penang...>.<

- whole body muscle pain

- right hand old wound pain like hell until finger and palm couldn't move

- went clinic and waste RM6X...>.<

- many wounds on my leg

- very tired~~~~~

*photo will be update soon*